Jaded

Expectations, expectations. This word always gets me in trouble or put me in a really foul mood. I expected you to call, or at least drop a sms but you did not. I expected us to be friends but guess what?! we are so not! Screw you for giving me false hope, screw you for giving me the fucking idea of you care or give a damn about me and want us to be friends because it is now quite obvious that you don't. Silly me, worrying that something went wrong or something bad happened to you, that's y u didn't call or msg when you arrived. Why the fuck did i even bother. All those, "I missed u loads, can't wait to see you" are all bull crap.

If you were to contact me in any form, fine. If u didn't, guess wat? it's fine with me too. Because from today onwards, i no longer give a shit about you.

Haven't got the time to update due to endless workload from sch and endless rehearsals from the NUS DE. But everything is coming to a stop, for now at least. Side-track a little, I'll be starting on another round of clinical attachment, this time @ a private paediatric clinic, which is an area where i've always wanted to venture into, so this is a great time to start!

Ok, Evocation 2006 went well... I've went through this whole performance with lots & lots of sweat and tears at some point in time but i survived and came out of this "war" with new insight of myself and my abilities as a dancer and a hell lot of bruises, newly toned muscles and a lighter weight.

So here are some pictures from Evocation 2006...


Fangqi's girls


Gorgeous cynthia dressed in real rabbit fur *gasps*


Bryan's item


After the show!


The purple rose that Hui gave me!


The lovely bouquet, compliments of the 'pone-card' clique!

It's nearly six months since i've gotten my driving licence... My driving skills have improved quite a bit but yesterday night, i did the unthinkable... I've disfigured my dad's SUV... Haiz. And i didn't even realise it until today, when my dad pointed out the damage to me. I was waiting my my parents to scream at me for the damage that i've done but they didn't scold me... Which made me feel worse. Now i don't even dare to think about driving the SUV again. Let's just hope that i can salvage the damage tomorrow morning. ( I think the paint on the pillars of the carpark was scraped onto the side of the car when i drove too near to it, so maybe, just maybe, i can use thinner to remove the paint.) SObb...