Jaded
Monday, August 29, 2005
Attack of the Otties!!!
The get-together at Sentosa with the Year ones and Year twos marks the first day of my one week "study" week. Had so much fun today!!! Got myself a tan... after being fair for so long. :> Although i've multiple tanlines but who cares! that can be hidden by clothes. hehe
There was some cocked up here and there in the "amazing race" that my team members and i organised but everybody enjoyed themselves, at least i think they did... (fingers crossed). Went around the whole of sentosa... One of the best part was that i saw Mandy at siloso! I haven't seen the girl for about 2 years now... It was such a pleasant surprise. That girl is still as bubbly as ever. :>
It was an eventful day! Ran around, got a tan (although i'm so burnt...), got thrown into the sea, the best part was i got to know everyone better. Both OT group 1 and the year ones. :> Contented... haha
There was some cocked up here and there in the "amazing race" that my team members and i organised but everybody enjoyed themselves, at least i think they did... (fingers crossed). Went around the whole of sentosa... One of the best part was that i saw Mandy at siloso! I haven't seen the girl for about 2 years now... It was such a pleasant surprise. That girl is still as bubbly as ever. :>
It was an eventful day! Ran around, got a tan (although i'm so burnt...), got thrown into the sea, the best part was i got to know everyone better. Both OT group 1 and the year ones. :> Contented... haha
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Overload!!!
Been really busy lately... A lot of responsibilities was placed on me.haiz... Not really complaining lah, i mean, i always believe that i stretched myself the most when i am being placed outside my comfort zone and under highly stressful and pressured situation. Kinda like a steam cooker... haha.
Nothing much is happening in my life right now, pretty routined life... Mon to Thurs, Home to sch, sch to home. Fri, Home to sch to work to home. Working on sat, 3 hours tech class on sunday in NUS. Yup! I'm officially part of NUS Dance Ensemble! Went for auditions last wk and i got through, together with cyn and candace. Training will be tough but it'll make me a much better dancer. :> Besides, it's my way of destressing. I never fail to feel damn shiok after dance... Puts me in a state of high...
Met up with my darlings on sun... With a new additional member! Phoebe's Saviour, as wat rachel says. haha. I never realised how much i missed them until we met up for dinner... All three of us are busy with our own things. Since phoebe works in the hospital as a nurse, she has to work weekends as well. As for Rachel, her job takes up all of her time. She literally works from morning to night everyday... except on sundays. So that's when i can meet her. I just wanna say, I MISSED U GIRLS!!! Thank you for being the constant support in my life.
I miss Tess too... Miss her laughter and her vivacious character. When i save up enough cash, i'll fly over to US to find her! :> (better start saving now...)
Next wk is my one wk break... Have tons of things to do, so i don't consider it a break actually...
Nothing much is happening in my life right now, pretty routined life... Mon to Thurs, Home to sch, sch to home. Fri, Home to sch to work to home. Working on sat, 3 hours tech class on sunday in NUS. Yup! I'm officially part of NUS Dance Ensemble! Went for auditions last wk and i got through, together with cyn and candace. Training will be tough but it'll make me a much better dancer. :> Besides, it's my way of destressing. I never fail to feel damn shiok after dance... Puts me in a state of high...
Met up with my darlings on sun... With a new additional member! Phoebe's Saviour, as wat rachel says. haha. I never realised how much i missed them until we met up for dinner... All three of us are busy with our own things. Since phoebe works in the hospital as a nurse, she has to work weekends as well. As for Rachel, her job takes up all of her time. She literally works from morning to night everyday... except on sundays. So that's when i can meet her. I just wanna say, I MISSED U GIRLS!!! Thank you for being the constant support in my life.
I miss Tess too... Miss her laughter and her vivacious character. When i save up enough cash, i'll fly over to US to find her! :> (better start saving now...)
Next wk is my one wk break... Have tons of things to do, so i don't consider it a break actually...
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Delayed...
Apologies for not updating!!! I've been so tied up with school work that i didn't hve time to sit down and put up a new entry... Things are pretty much the same, school, projects, dance, of course with a new addition, WORK... Yup, went back to work on fri and sat... It's nice to see all my colleagues again. Although the most of the "old gang" aren't there anymore. There's still a few of us there, keeping each other company... :> I've forgotten how much i missed those "shi*#ty customers"... :p
I really need to sort out my personal life, which is pretty much is state of disarray now... Been so caught up with work that i've forgotten to constantly sort out my thoughts. I hate it when i can't control my emotions... or when i don't know what i'm feeling...Yes... I'm a control freak. I hate it when i feel like i'm spiralling out of control...
I really need to sort out my personal life, which is pretty much is state of disarray now... Been so caught up with work that i've forgotten to constantly sort out my thoughts. I hate it when i can't control my emotions... or when i don't know what i'm feeling...Yes... I'm a control freak. I hate it when i feel like i'm spiralling out of control...
I hate the fact that i feel jealous when i see you with her...
Regardless of the how subtle the feeling is...
Regardless of how my friends tell me that it is 'understandable'...
Simply because you don't deserve any of those feelings from me...
Simply because you don't deserve any of those feelings from me...
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Not Me Not I...
"Not Me, Not I"
You mixed me up
for someone Who'd fall apart without you
Yeah you broke my heart
for the first time But I'll get over that too
It's hard to find the reasons
Who can see the rhyme?
I guess that we where seasons out of time
I guess you didn't know me
If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, no not me, not I
The story goes on without you
And there's got to be another ending B
ut yeah you broke my heart it won't be the last time
But I'll get over them too
As a new door opens we close the ones behind
And if you search your soul I know you'll find
You never really knew me
If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not me, not I, not I, not I, not I
All you said to me
All you promised me
All the mystery never did believe
No I never cry no I never not me not I
If you think love is blind
That I wouldn't see the flaws between the lines
Surprised that I caught you out
On every single time that you lied
Did you think that every time I see you I would cry
No not I, I won't cry
No not me, not I, not I, Not INo not me, not I
