Jaded

There's been quite a bit of positive changes in my life for the past 5 months... I started work which is going really well; i've fantastic colleagues who are so experienced in the clinical field, plus they are such great mentors and have been so willing in facilitating my learning at work. I've finally signed up for my french lessons @ alliance which is starting tomorrow and i'm psyched about it. I've bought a new bed for myself and managed to re-organised my war-zone looking room into a room that's more decent for living within 4 hours.

But...

I've come to a point in my life where everything is going so well but everything feels so wrong... That empty, voided feeling that i get everytime things start slowing down at the end of the day and i'm not occupied by work or classes or hanging out with my buddies. It came to the point where i don't want to talk or eat or do anything... With all of these events going on in my life that are genuinely positive, something is missing and i've no idea what it is...

Apparently, i look like them. Cool!

Phoebe has been nagging at me to update my blog for the past few weeks and I've finally found the time and the motivation to update and change layout of my blog. Took me quite some time so i think i'm going to stick to this layout for sometime. Theme is kinda dark and twisty... just the way i like it.

Jumping way off topic... There's been a lack of inspiration when it came to dance and i found myself constantly thinking, 'do i still want to dance?' Not that i'm getting sick of it... I simply have no motivation to dance at all. But watching this video gave me tingles down my spine everytime i watch it (& i've watched it for more than 5 times now). Song choice is a bit icky (Britney 'i'm so screwed up' Spears' Gimme More) but the choreography and performance is insanely good! It's by Black McGrath from so you think you can dance & dancelife. He's damn hot when he dance. ;p Enjoy!