Jaded

That's it, i'm not going to be Mr Nice Guy anymore. It's pointless anyway, being understanding to others, I mean, who cares whether u are nice or understanding or not? What i hear constantly from others are "Jess, you have to understand (...), she's being brought up differently, Jess, her character is like this, Jess, try to be more understanding." And so, i try again and again to understand, to take a step back But GUESS WAT?! I feel like i've taken so many steps back that i'm at the edge of a cliff already.

It doesn't pay to be nice and now i totally believe in that. If everybody thinks tat i'm a bitch, I'm fine with that! I'm a bitch and i'm loud and proud of it!